Rambling list

I really miss my Sunday's - laundry, grocery shopping, cleaning, hanging out with my Mom.

If your going to Europe soon don't watch the movie Taken, because all I can think about is being taken and never seen again and i'll have to fuck nasty ass fat fucks and I know I will get the worst vaginal infection I could ever think of, among other things!

I don't like that I'm only 27 and I already have hemorrhoids and gray hair, like come on!!! The gray hair....could we just wait till i'm 30? And the hemorrhoids....age 40?


I wish I could meet someone who never said anything about my body.

I wonder do people question if they feel they are a good friend/sibling/spouse/boyfriend, girlfriend? I have been thinking this lately.

I need some sun on my bones.

I joined the YMCA and I'm hoping to turn this bag of bones of a body into something cool.


I would like to get stoned and then dance.

Knocked it out of the park!

I am in love with almost every piece in this RTW (ready to wear) fall 11/12 Chanel collection!!!



WOW!!!!

It's like saying you like cucumbers but you don't like pickles

I remember when I decided that I did not like Prada, her style does not appeal to me at all what so ever, but a few months back I found out that Miu Miu's creater is Miuccia Prada, who is Prada....have I confused you? I have seen a few Miu Miu show's on youtube and have been pleased but not blown away until now! And I kind of feel like it's that feeling that you know that pickles come from cumbers, but you prefer cucumbers over pickles anyways because of the look and taste. I guess that apply's to Miu Miu vs Prada.

These are a few of my favorite from the Miu Miu Fall 2011 collection and I also added the video of the show. I like the collection tords the end,the music also picks up a bit more, and I love the shoes from start to finish....glitter....YES PLEASE!!!

Heels

Last Friday I was feeling kind of sad and the sad me wanted to stay in bed and hide from the world but the other side told me that I needed to get my ass to Walgreen's so I got my ass up and out of the house. I would say I am a somewhat snazzy dresser, I like to go out of my way to look nice/stylish a young lady in her late 20's, so I thought I would put on some heels.....I know, just a 5 block walk to Walgreen's but come on, I was looking for a "lets try to feel hot". I put on these clogs that have a slight heel to them, I was happy with my outfit, but when I left the house and as I was walking I started to feel stupid and I don't think I have ever felt stupid when I have worn heels in the past, if anything they have made me feel powerful! Maybe it could have been from my mood but I do make fun of the girls who wear heels to school, have you been to CCSF, it is a VERY hilly school, your heel's could easily pop off!!

I have A LOT of heels and I wish I could wear them more often but San Francisco I would say is a not a heel friendly city, I'm more of a flat boot girl, I need to know that I can get around with my feet!

I think it was just my mood.

Falling hard....

for Hard Mix! I can't stop playing this song!!

Pulled in 5 million ways

So I didn't get the job, but I'm okay with it....kind of. But it was nice that the lady said what I should work on. Now I know for next time!

My ant is driving me crazy, after I told her that I didn't get the job she called me one evening and left a long message on my cell, I think she was drunk by the way, letting me know that it was fine that I didn't get the job (I'm aware of this that its okay, thank you). I wish I could some how have the message on this post but I'm not that tech sav. She wants me to go back to school but not just any school, a school like Held College, My Guy is not in favor of this, my Mom is in the middle and I really have no idea how I feel about any of this. I do know that I would love it if people would stay out of my life and let me decide on what I would like to do........I mean after all it is my life, right?

I also have been feeling trapped or left out, like I'm keeping myself locked away. There is something missing about me I feel and it's bringing me down.

Don't want anyone to talk to you? Do the face!

My very good friend shared this with me and I think this is one of the best video's and idea's I think I have maybe ever seen! I also can't wait to do this!



Thank you friend :)

Just my style

A new love for a designer called Tibi, aka Amy Smilovic. Her design and color's are just breathtaking and I must share a few of my fav's from her collocation.

Fallow up on "Adult World"

I played it cool I would say for the most part, the only time I got nervous was when the lady wanted be to do some stuff on the computer. I forgot how to do some stuff and I was also not familiar with of the systems she wanted to to use. She also asked me to set up some packet and I asked her if there was a model already made in how it should look and she said "no" so I just winged it and of cores it was wrong..........well what did you expect me to do when I had nothing to work with! Towards the end of the say the lady seemed a little bit over me asking me questions and she said I could go home, she said that she would send me my check and let me know if I need to come in next week. I care but don't at the same time, I talked with my cousin last night ans she said it seemed like I did everything just fine, she said it takes someone who starts a new job at least 3 months to adjust to everything at the work place, and she also said "it's your first day, of cores your going to ask questions!"

I really liked the office and the location, there is a really nice area down the block to sit and have lunch at and my bus line is like 3 blocks away, the other people in the office seemed really nice and I could see myself working there, but maybe this lady didn't, who knows. I was also telling my cousin I didn't know what was expected of me and also was there something I had to do that was going to make it or break it for me to get the job.

Mixed feelings is what I have, about this job, and about myself.

"Adult world"......as my mother likes to call it when you have a job

I had a phone interview about 3 weeks ago....I think it was that long ago. Anyways, they were the first job that I applied for that called me back and wanted to talk me! And they are the first job that I applied for that wanted me to come in to their office and "work" for them for a day and I get paid for it even if I screw it up!

I am a kind of surprised with myself that I'm not freaking out, I mean I am worried on how I'm going to do and how its going to go and if they are going to like me and am I going to like them, but at the same time I feel like "oh well"! What I am freaking out about is though, this is it, adult hood is here and it's coming strong!

I have set out my cloths to wear for tomorrow, I have packed my bag all is missing is my lunch that I will fix tomorrow morning, I have my iPod packed with a great playlist (almost typed mix tape). I'm going over in my head on how its all going to go, I just hope the women who I will be working for is as nice as she was on the phone. I will be working for a headhunting company and I will be the paid intern who will be doing clerical work. I start at 10am - 5:30 (maybe)it's down town and the only exciting part about this is that my friend's office is not too far away and I might get to see my brother (he's a bike messenger).

I'll keep you posted on how it went!

Keep your fingers crossed for me!

Well, "Adult World" here you are, no turning back now!