still

still jobless
still have a boyfriend
still have a dog
still think I'm a loser
still think I will never have/get a job!
still think most people don't like me (women mostly)
still will live with my parents I think past 30 years of age
still not nor will I ever be a master at computers
still will hate my brain...till I die
still think Buffy the Vampire Slayer will forever be awesome
still TV is my first love
still don't like being me, I would rather be a dog
still think I was meant to live in the 1950's
still think most people suck in this life
still think I'm crazy
still think some people think I'm crazy
still scared to die my hair
still love my eyes and lips
still think I do most things wrong
still.....

"you say all these nice things and then you don't want to be with me.."

When you are questioned about how much you love your significant other,its not an easy thing you take lightly. It hurts, you feel like no matter what you do or say they will never believe you..."your full of shit" I was just called for the first time EVER in my life! What does this mean, what did I say what did I do? I told some falls information and my other fell for it and it ended up not being true....but that's not the case at all!

It's really hard to be in a relationship, I really enjoy it but when the hard times come up, it's HARD!!! No matter what happens you will disappoint your other half, in my case I feel I do it a lot!!!

I don't lie, (sometimes when I feel its needed) I am an honest young lady!

I'm very sad...