Live in Life

Today I went over to one of my guy friends house for him to fix my computer; it got a nasty little cold, its feeling much better now! Anyways, as he was talking with me about computers and using term I had/have no idea what they mean, I kind of started to get a little worried about myself. Like, I know I know very little about computers, and I’m sure I’m not the only person in the world but at the same time I was thinking about all the people I know and almost all of them knows way more than me……….even my mom, and this is the women who doesn’t know how to start the DVD player!!

I feel I’m in trouble! I feel I know nothing of the things that I should know! Who’s stopping me…..myself! I hate to fail, it really really bothers me, so the things I’m not good at, I stay far far away from, I guess like anyone else? I have also been thinking about are my goals achievable? Have I set them too high, even though they are very simple? I’ll be turning 26 this summer and what have I done with my life? Not much, but at the same time in order to function in life I have to take one step at a time, because in general, life is really overwhelming for me! I guess I should chill out and just live in life the best way you can, and try to understand it the best way you can.