I don't know if I have talked about how I'm kind of good at stalking people on the internet.....well I am!! All I need is a name, not even the full name and more than likely I will find you...creepy? I had been looking for Arms every now and than but nothing came up so I figured he was one of the few people who haven't jumped on the social networking sites like the rest of the world; until one cold rainy night I told myself "T, you dig deep like you never have before"! And...I found him!!!
What brought this on was besides the fact that he's hot, it was the eye games, I knew he was interested in me and that kind of attention doesn't happen very often for me....unless I'm unaware of it! So I find that he has a music profile and a regular one, I got VERY excited about this and emailed my friend and cousin the link, both gave me thumbs up; and so did my gay boy!! I wanted to send him a message being that class was over and if all along he was just looking at me because I was odd looking nothing bad would come out of this, I just wouldn't get a reply back or a "fuck off physco!". One of my guy friends I asked to be my Cyrano with the emails being that what I was going to send him was too long and not aloof enough....I admit I dont know how to play it cool, I just be me, sometimes that works and sometimes it doesnt....and this aloof thing did!! With in a few hours he messaged me back saying...
"hey,
How do you pronounce your name?!?!
Yes the math class is in fact really lame.....I've been meaning to ask you your name, now i know how to spell it...
I like your swagger
anyways...peace for now "
No your vision is not messed up you do indeed see "swagger", never have I ever had a guy say that to me, nor did I know that that word was still used!! A few people gave me crap about how I was making a big deal out of nothing and I should give this guy a chance, and I am...he's hot and I need to get laid!! I message him back and then he sends one back to me and at the end if it he says, "maybe we should hang out sometime..." JACKPOT!! I got very excited and I replied back saying yes that would be cool and gave him my number, later that evening he sent a text letting me know this was his number (this happened last night). I'm crossing my fingers and he gets the balls to call me and we do really go out, I haven t been on a date in while as well, that would be nice too!!
Some not great things have happened this year for me and maybe just maybe Santa might notice and throw me a bone(r) my way!!
I'll keep you posted!
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