I felt a little bit like a perv, but who cares!

Do you really care when I talk?

Do you find yourself you start talking with someone and you know they dont really have any interest in listening to you unless it has something to do with them? But when they talk, you give them your 100% attention? Sometimes I wonder do these people know how they are acting?

I would say I'm an honest person 98% of the time, if I know the person on a personal level and when they start talking about something and I have no interest in talking with them I will tell them right off the bat, or let them know to tell me later because I dont want to waist my time or theirs. I do and I don't like to talk about myself but I would say when this does happen its most of the time in a funny way, I dont like to pull out the "owe me is me" card........who cares that your dyslexic, who cares that you went to therapy, who cares if you have issues with your parents!!! Unless you want to know about me then I will tell you but I have to feel comfortable with you, but I get more pleasure learning about the other person that way I don't have to worry about "am I talking too much?".

If you find yourself not really listening to the other person try to turn on the ears and remember when you talk that other person they always listen's to you!

Theo I would kiss you......shhh don't tell my boyfriend!

I never really liked your bags, until now!

OMFG!!!! Seriously, like how awesome is this bag??? I was never really a fan of Alexander Wang cloths or bags, but I wouldn't say I disliked his stuff either, for sure I would always check it out because his stuff are all over the fashion blogs. Anyways, I'm dying for this bag, I almost want to go to Saks just to see it in person and touch it. I remember when I went to Barny's and got to see the Givenchy Nightingale handbag, I love the design but the bag is just way to big and WAY to expensive!!!!








You can check out the bag here.

Storage

I'm in some need of making giving my room a face lift and for sure I would say the number one thing it could use would be more storage. But I also want to get rid of some furniture that I have as well, if it was up to me all I would have in my room would be my dresser and bed, but such a life! So this is what I'm thinking about or have in mind.....does that kind of mean the same thing?


(I really like that it's an office/ storage, I kind of feel it would hold everything in what I'm looking for that needs....holding)



(I feel I don't really need something like this, it would be just a want and also I dont know where I would put it)


(I like this one just a bit more then the first one only because it's longer and the style is really simple)


(I know this has nothing to do with storage but my Ant has one of these baby's in her house and they always reminded me of an upside down crown, I will show you one day the worst light fixture EVER and its in my room, this might be tacky, but it would for sure put some glitz in my room!)

Made for me!

A few months ago a coupon was presented on Yelp for $50 but could buy you $100 dollars worth of cloths, this was an awesome deal and also this store was right up my ally! They sold these brand of jeans that I had been eying for a while now, JBrand and Cheep Monday (Swedish brand) it was my lucky day because not only did they have my size but they also had the colors of jean's I wanted too!The custmor service was awesome, I can't say enough about this store.......and it's called CandyStore Collective! They have 2 locations but the one in the Mission is the one to go to for the jeans! As My Guy and I were checking out on the counter there was some bottles of perfume, and as My Guy can't keep his hands to himself, every 2 seconds "how do you like this smell?" after smelling 3 bottles of what granny would wear I smelled something AMAZING; it was like that perfect perfume you think about in your head if you could make one, this would be it, and also it's REAL PERFUME, the real deal people! It's made by YOSH and the fragrance that i'm in love with is called U4eahhi 2.43, when you go to the website and press on the fragrance it's crazy to read who this lady made this sent for..........um hello for me! Pomegranate, aloe vera, cucumber, pear, water lily, Pomegranate and pear had me sold and also there is a numerology set up and number is 3, friendly, social, artistic.....I think I'm those things.

I don't want to do this.....

Do you ever have that day were you would like to throw your body in front of a moving bus, well today is that kind of day for me. The only good thing about today is the weather, and I wish I was excited about that!

This whole adult thing is really catching up to me, I'm not like freaking out about "oh, man I'm an adult now, shit, what do I do" no, it's more like stuff is going to happen and I don't know how the hell I'm going to deal. My Guy and sometimes have heavy conversations and I freak out a little bit because it way too much for me, and it really makes me question myself if I am capable to handle life, would I be better off being stuck in a padded wall cell?

I had this fast conversation with this girl I met one night when I was having drinks with a long time friend who was visiting from NYC, she was bipolar and she was dyslexic, I started to say something like "you feel like your only good at this one thing, and if I'm only good at this one thing then whats the point of living on this planet if I can only offer one thing" she looked me for a second like I was a ghost and then said "it's like you were in my head", that made me feel good for a bit to know that someone else feels that way out there. I told My Guy the other day, I look at the end of my day like "Well I didn't understand today, so maybe I will tomorrow" I feel like thats my life, thats how it is everyday for me.

I woke up this morning feeling like shit.

Wanna stair at the pretty lady?

Go for it!

200th Post!

As of right now I am suffering from a stomach flue, not fun! Chills, fever, feeling like you could sleep for day's, and may I add your shit that you shit out is REALLY smelly water!!! I am feeling a little bit better......for now, My Guy came over and brought me some Gatorade and some Tulips! I could say that my 2011 so far could be better but I won't, because to base it on a flue would not be fare, right? But I would like to talk about 2010! 2010 was not a dull year at all!!! I met a wonderful guy who my family and friends just love, I ended a friendship that was not a solid friendship from the get go, I got my waiver for math witch fallowed me being done with school, MY Guy got his green card, I have to say some really good things came out of 2010. For new years it was perfect, My Guy cooked me dinner and then we watched House Hunter's marathon, had 2 sips of some very bad Champaign and then hit the sack by 1:30am!

For 2011 I hope to get a job, move out - move in with My Guy and travel around Europe. I also hope some things work out for some of my family and friends, babies are born and healthy, someone starting out on a new look on life!

I'm really happy to have this blog, I like to know that I have not only pictures to remind me of my memories but I have stories and feelings and I think that's important too!

Santa, could you put these under my tree, please?

Thanks!