Forgetting about everything!

My summer so far has been good! My Guy and I have been really enjoying each others company, last month we took a trip to Hawaii to see my Aunt; I was really excited about this trip in particular because My Guy had only been to Waikiki and he didn't like it and so he kind of had a sour taste in his mouth about Hawaii (I don't blame him, Waikiki SUCKS!!). Where my Aunt lives is on the north shore of Oahu, is very easy living, once you get to the north shore you forget about everything, you don't miss your cell phone, you don't miss the computer, you don't miss your friends and family back home, work, school NOTHING!!! To me that's what a vacation should be about, really enjoying your trip, not thinking about all the things you normally think about when your back home.

One day My Guy and I went to the beach that was down the road from my Aunts house that is open to the public and My Guy saw a turtle in the water, he took his under water camera and shot this really cool video, I wish I was not such a chicken when it comes to large bodies of water but I am, so I missed out on this once in a life time experience!!

Theirrrr baaaaaaack!!

Very creepy video, it kind of reminds me of a part, the only part I have seen from the movie The Holy Mountain.

Fake Friend

I think that you were never my friend, and after 4 years of knowing you, and after countless times I have put myself out there trying to be friends with you and you always seem to turn your head the other way, well guess what I'M DONE!!!

I remember one night you and your boyfriend at the time now husband, were dropping me off and we were in the car out front of my house and I asked you if you would like to go to Asia SF and you turned to your boyfriend and asked if he would like to go and he said "not really" and then turned back to me and said "no, thank you", I said okay, thanked you for the ride said good night and went into my house and cried! I cried because you didn't want to hang out with me with out your boyfriend by your side. Before you guy's were even got together, you told me that you were into him, and I was happy for you, but something went off in your FUCKING crazy head of yours and you decided that I liked him too so you stopped calling me to invite me to things, I cried about that as well!!! But let me tell you a little secret, your boyfriend now husband had the hots for me (not that I ever would have gone for him)at the time and I think he just settled for you!

You hound me on what I wear and demand to know if it's new, and cant stand if I have something on that you have never seen before, GET A FUCKING LIFE!!! You and your husband have never made a full attempt to talk with My Guy or get to know him, you ignore him. Every time we talk on the phone about getting together you sound like your in a great mood and then the night we get together you have a stick up your ass EVERY TIME!!! So, I'm done, you have been nothing but a bitch to me, I have tried to many times to be friends with you, and you shut me down every time and I'm so over looking like a fool and trying and getting no where.

I really do hope you do find out about this post and read it! All I ever wanted was to be your friend, and you continuously gave me the cold shoulder. It's really a shame because I'm an awesome friend to have, but I guess you'll never really know that will you! And the day you ever do contact me, all hell is going to to break loose!!

Well I tried!

Maybe with a little more practice I'll be as good as the WAH ladies in the UK!

The look of love

The sweater, the shirt, the jeans and THE SHOES!!! I have never been crazy about socks with exposed dress shoes and I know its all the craze right now, but this look in particular is pulled off well!

Running On

Once you party with us, you'll be fallin in love...

Katy Perry ft. Snoop Dogg - California Gurls 1080 HD from Oleg Surfer on Vimeo.

From the moment I saw you.....

I WANT!!!!

Bye, bye school!!

About a week and a half ago my councilor called me with some REALLY GOOD NEWS!! He said that being that I started college in 03-04, at that time they were giving out wavers to students who were taking this low level math class, and my councilor found this out and said that I apply to this.......drum roll please, I GET A WAVER, I'M DONE WITH SCHOOL EVERYONE!!!!

It was the best news in a while,I called my Mom right after I got off the phone and she was really happy for me, and then I called My Guy and he was very happy for me and then I told my Dad when he got home from work and he did a fake faint and gave me a big fat hug. I announced a hint of the good news on the networking site and thought that maybe some of my friends would have been excited for me, but not so much, its okay I guess.......even some other family members I told didn't seem to care that much as well. I wasn't expecting people to throw me a party, but everyone who knows me, knows how hard school has been and how math in particular has been hard, so to get this waver is a REALLY BIG DEAL to me!!!

My Guy told me that it's going to sink in later, its going to take a while to realize that your really done with school, I agree, it has not hit me yet, I think I'll believe it when I see the papers. To be smart I'm going to take an easy class, a PE class just to stay in the school system just encase if anything happens, but once I get the papers its adios school!! I can't wait for the day I'm really not taking care of kids anymore, and I trade my chucks for cute work shoes, make real money and hopefully see if My Guy and I last a year and talk about moving in :)

This year has had a few up's and downs, but the up's have out weighed most defiantly!!!

Space

Every weekend is spent with My Guy, from the day I met him, EVERY WEEKEND has been spent with him! Yesterday (Sunday) when we got up in the morning we needed to head over to my house because the dog I take care of was being dropped off. My Guy hung around the rest of the day (I didn't mind at all)we walked the dog, looked at 2 places for him in the neighborhood and he had dinner with my parents.

As I was getting ready for bed my Mom came into my room to say good night to the dog and I guess chat with me for a bit, she asked me if I think I spend too much time with My Guy and I said yes. She said to me I have been single for so long and then My Guy comes along and the 2 of you have been joined by the hip, I agreed with her, I really do love my alone time, and as of lately I can't wait for the work week to come because I get to sleep in my own bed and all of my stuff is here. She said did I ever worry that this might stop, like My Guy one day he doesn't want to see me as much as he does right now and I told her no, I worry that I'm going to feel that way. If it was up to My Guy I would be moving in with him when he finds his new place, and I have already nipped that in the bud by saying "I need to be with you for a year and then let's talk about moving in with each other".

My Mom got me thinking, I had a hard time sleeping last night........also having a dog waking you up at 5 in the morning didn't help ether!

I love My Guy very much, I know he is the best guy I have ever met and probably is going to be the best guy I will EVER meet.....I'm going to try to hang on to this guy for as long as I can! But I do feel I need a week and a weekend to myself, I know pitching this idea to him is going to be nails on a chalk board but I need to say something or I know at some point I'm going to crack; I also feel this might be the perfect timing too. See I'm taking care of a dog, and that means he is my responsibility, so sleeping over would mean I would not be doing my job, also in about a week and a half we are going on a vacation and we will be together for a week! I think I get to have this time, I feel this will be good for us. We will still talk on the phone and see each other I'm just not going to sleep over, yes I like this idea very much :)

SPACE, I NEED SOME SPACE!!!!