My I just say..........

I feel like switching to another life style, wondering will it make things any different, because the one I'm living now..........kind of SUCKS!!!!!!!! I cant express to many things, because people are going to get the wrong idea......its all bottled up, and the more I stare at that bottle the closer it is ready to pop!!! I want a quiet space of my own, some place clean and organized, the sun always shines in my room, I have a beautiful tree to look at while i sip my tea and a stack full of movies I've always wanted to watch, along side a nice comfy couch with a big cozy blanket. No one knows me, no one asks, no one cares.........how long would this go for before I would get really lonely?

None of this makes sense. I need a place to scream, that's it, I need a place to scream.